Monthly Archives: June 2009

When do I get to be a grownup?

I’m sitting here, wondering how I’m going to tell my parents that I’m staying the night at my husband’s house tomorrow.  With the baby.  I don’t know why I’m wondering how to tell them, or even why I’m concerned about … Continue reading

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I should have known better

Well, here I am, less than a month after Kendal’s birth, and my reconcilliation with her father has fallen apart.  I don’t know why I ever thought that things would get better or that he would change.  I guess it … Continue reading

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The only thing that matters

This little angel is the only thing that matters.  Everything I do now is only with her in mind.  That includes the crazy emotions that I’m going through while entertaining going back to her father.  Yes, he did horrible things … Continue reading

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So much happening

So much is happening.  I had my baby a week ago.  She’s a perfect little girl.  I couldn’t be more in love with her.  Every moment is a blessing and I’m already dreading the fact that she’ll grow up all too fast.  … Continue reading

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