Author Archives: Sandra

I’m nervous

Just when you think everything is going smoothly, there is always a wrench thrown into the works. Right now, I’m terribly nervous about tomorrow. To make a long story short, the ex seems to think that he’s getting the baby … Continue reading

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You have GOT to be kidding me!

I just got a phone call from my step-daughter’s orchestra teacher.  2 years ago, I would have taken it in stride.  It would have been the norm, because the school always contacted me first.  No big deal. Today is a … Continue reading

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Oh memories

I find it interesting how things about the abuse will pop into my head randomly.  I really don’t conciously think about that period of my life anymore, but more often than I’d like things pop into my head. Sometimes, I’ll … Continue reading

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Lots of thinking

Since October, I’ve come to realize how much I truly loathe my husband/abuser.  I’m so grateful that I trusted my gut instincts and told him that I wasn’t ready to move back in with him in September.  He showed his … Continue reading

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Wow, it’s been a long time

So much has happened. I need to work on getting this blog running again. I’m still battling my abuser in court, but I’m not letting him get to me anymore. I am so happy that I didn’t make the mistake … Continue reading

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Almost 30….

I’ve been having so much anxiety and depression this week over turning 30 on Sunday. It’s not the number at all. I don’t care about that. My problem is that I feel like I should be at a better place … Continue reading

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When do I get to be a grownup?

I’m sitting here, wondering how I’m going to tell my parents that I’m staying the night at my husband’s house tomorrow.  With the baby.  I don’t know why I’m wondering how to tell them, or even why I’m concerned about … Continue reading

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